Go Back....

Didnt know i wud be feeling this way.....
Something that i had been wanting so long....something which i have been loving all the way......I just want to Go back now becoz i feel may be i m not worth it.....It is too good for me.....and may be....just may be....i shud come back!!!
Dont know if anybdy else has felt this way....its new for me too.....

figuring.......

"Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past,stop planning the future,stop figuring out how we feel,stop deciding what we want,and just see what happens."

It was almost till yesterday when i felt i was sure of what i want, sure of where i was heading to, sure of may be what is going to happen in another 4-5years from now.....but no matter how u plan your life, life has something else planned for u.
We feel we are in complete control of our lives when suddenly like a flash it comes in front of your eyes....its all a farce

Still trying to figure out wat is happening to me.......May be i shud just run away from everyone...the one....(especially this facebook)and sit quitely all alone for somedays till i am myself.
May be i would.....

Sometimes thats wat all one can do...

unknowingly!

Sometimes even if you don't intend to hurt anybody yet u do hurt the person whom u really care for and never wanted to hurt.
Just a couple of days before the SPJain interview....THE INTERVIEW...and m not even thinking abt it.Have i gone crazy or have i messed up my priorities big time...Or have i made a new list unknowingly....don't know.Something ws wrong.
I always ask God..."Why me!" and now m sick of asking him...
Have left everything on time...thats the best i can do now.

its 11:53PM!

I dont believe I am here at the bloggers lane aftr almost a yr.Thnks to my work,my FB addiction,my MBA preps and all the other activities that have kept me busy.So must be wondering wat the hell am I doing here now..specially when its a valentines eve.Well....actually dont have anyone to wish @12...not that its a budday or something, but my roomies are all awake!!I wonder what new wud they have to speak even after talking for 9hrs in a day over phn with the same person :P.Its good to see so much love in the air...but at times it makes u feel 'what the hell am i doing here all alone', especially when u r away from home.The GD PI sessions and preps shud keep me all occupied but its not that working!I feel something is wrong with me currently, as if life is chasing me...and I am chasing something.I know, sounds all confusing...cant help...as even I am confused rite now....as something is changing in me.
GOT TO FIX IT!
Btw...a very happy valentines day to whoever is reading this...I am sure even u dont have anybody else to wish ;)